My three wonderful children

Jan 5 1991- I was 14 almost 15 years old. This was the day I met my now ex husband, the father of my beautiful 3 children. His Name is Aaron. He is quite a bit older than me he was 19. We met through my sisters date, and went bowling, at first I didn't know really if I liked him he wasn't my type. but at the time I didn't have a boyfriend and thought I needed one, at that age I didn't know any better. I'm really suprised my parents allowed it, and really what was he thinking? what could he have seen in a 14 year old? As the weeks went by I seemed to enjoy being around him. then the months went by and in march I found out I was pregnant, He was my first. I was so scared! I should have been barely 15 and having a baby, I was just a baby myself. My parents didn't give me the option Aaron wanted to marry me, I on the other hand didn't know if thats what I wanted. Again I was only 15. Dec23 1991 came very fast and my baby girl was born. (Heidi) 8 lbs 12 1/2 oz beautiful baby girl. Aaron and I fought constant he never wanted to help out with her, but as soon as we would go somewhere he pretended to be a doteing dad. I started the pill, but forgot alot and in june of 1993 found out I would be expecting again... now We were living in an apt in owatonna Mn and everything seemed to be going ok. october of 1993 Heidi came down with the chicken pox and I was pregnant and sick, Aaron started not coming home until late at night and I was being forced to do everything myself. so Oct 13th 1993 I left and moved back to Austin, moved into my parents home and was getting help, two weeks later Aaron lost his job and moved back to Austin, me being married thought I had to forgive him and hope for the best, we had no money and barely made ends meet, He was so selfish always making sure he ate before me or Heidi and never sharing, hiding food from us, and throwing temper tantrums worse than a 2 year old.I put up with it and still don't know why, I guess because I was young, and maybe partly because before we got married we met with a pastor that told us marriage was very hard and sometimes you go through rough times but you push through it, "ok well I was still a kid and didn't understand him" And thats why kids should Not get married. feb 3 1994 came and I was given a c-section, I had my baby boy oh how handsome he was Eric 8lbs 3oz. he was my little man. I couldn't have asked for better kids! I loved them with all of my heart and soul. and protected them with everything in me. fast forward a few years later, I'm still with Aaron, but now he has become abusive I was on the depo shot. it was 1996, August came and went with no period, sept same thing, october the same thing oct 17th 1996 I went for my every three month exam and shot and bacause I had been sick they wouldn't give me my shot. they sent me to the lab and said if the test was negative I could come back the next day and get my shot, I got a call later that day stating my test was postive and I was def pregnant, dec 1996 I was so sick I couldn't even get out of bed I couldn't hold water down or food. on dec 10th 1996 I went to the hospital and started bleeding, they said my body was trying to abort the baby I was in the hospital on bedrest from dec 10 to dec 17 it was aarons bday the day I was released. when I got home I ws supposed to be on bed rest but because It was his birthday I was told he wasn't staying home, he was going out, this is how life was with him, he came and went as he pleased and sometimes was gone 1-2 days at a time. june 26th 1997 I had a wonderful baby boy Michael. he was so long and skinny but was 8lbs 14 oz. he was immidiatly a mommys boy!!! I couldn't leave his site for nothing. Aaron claimed from day one Michael was not his, but he is. and I will allow a dna anytime he wants one, and now claims our middle son Eric isn't his either, same thing dna any day of the week, I need to stop here and my next post will be about marriage and divorce.